No one

No one can be in control of me.
No one's going to take care of me.
No one's going to be responsible of what I've done.

I can't do this anymore.
I can't be emotionally unstable of each day that is so special and important.

I don't want to look back at this time of my life and regret not fully living my life.
This time of my twenties is where I should study, experience and diligently and progressively build my career so I can prosper later on my life.

That's why I have to be independent, strong and fully in control of myself in physical and spiritual way.

I know this is going to be hard and tough.
But it's already begun.
I have come to Australia to live a different life.
And I won't give up.

I know the coming years will be much harder than the last four years of time here.

But I will not let down of myself, unless something else does this to me.
I will trust that I do have a potential, strength and ability.

Who's ever going to trust that when I don't even do that?

It's time for a change, REALLY.